I will write this everyday to remind myself of what I SHOULD be doing.
蔡緯安..我愛你
I’ve had Exes before, why must she be any different? Clearly, I didn’t mean enough to her to be looked back at so it shouldn’t matter. yet here I am, still contemplating matters which are long put behind me. I think. what happened. is that I learned to deal with it. I never solved the problem my feelings gave me. I just learned to set it aside. maybe forever, maybe temporarily. maybe it’s a good thing. or maybe it’s just a bomb waiting to detonate. Should this be true, why do I chase other people? What do my feelings for my girlfriend mean? What is right and what is wrong? why can things not be simple?
i hate how much I think when I am given time to think
